My song

I would've waited for you If you just had asked for.
I would've died for you If you weren't already dead.
I would've loved you 'till the end If you have ever needed it.
I would've jumped out from a building If you just hadn't pushed me first.

All the time and the same, and all these tears must be away.
All the wounds in my soul, shall be healed luckily soon.

For you I grieve.
For you I learned.
For you I sang 'till my lungs gave up
And just received the saddest goodbye.

Let me reast in peace.
Let me forgive this please.
Let us pretend that nothing happened.
Let us believe love has burned...Just burned.

I'll try to move on
And always be walking on.
From this hard place when I'm stucked
I'll raise and try to reborn.

I wish you a great life
With the one you truly love by your side.
Whish you well and a great fortune
I'll be making mine first by leaving you.

This is my song for you.
This is the song to my heart.
This is the cry I denied.
This is the love that have just died.

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you wake in the morning hush,
I am the swift, uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circling flight.
I am the soft starlight at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am the song that will never end.
I am the love of family and friend.
I am the child who has come to rest
In the arms of the Father
who knows him best.

When you see the sunset fair,
I am the scented evening air.
I am the joy of a task well done.
I am the glow of the setting sun.

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there, I did not die!

Did you say it ?
I love you
I dont ever wanna live witout you
You changed my life
Did you say it ?
Make a plan
Set a goal
Work toward it
But every now and then look around
Drink it in
Did you say it ?
'Cause this is it
It might all be gone tomorrow

When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

I want to wait for the unwaited.

I want to have what I never imagined I would ask for.

I want to sing a truly happy love song.

I want to have one thought all the time.

I want to have the guts to decide over my life.

I want the courage to remain still.

I want the perfect things.

I want to deserve everything that I'm waiting for.

I want to let go easily.

I want to forget faster than easily.

I want to think less and get more.

I want to want and get it immediately.

I want to grow up lower.

I want to be the world to somebody someday.

I want to believe that people can change.

I want to have the skill to lay down and forget for a moment.

I want to be heroic.

I want to have the best out of everything.

I want to be optimistic all the time.

I want to change a lot of things but it's going to be a hard fight.

I want to live a dream.

I want to give excellent results.

I want to make an impact.

I want a need.

I need a want.

I want a lot of stuff.

I want to stop now.

I want to let go. I want to learn to let go.

I want to reach the point when everything is just not important anymore.

I know that I have to let go in order to move on, but how can you make a need out of moving on ?

I think it's just like a desease, the most contagious desease ever. It just jumps person by person but never leaves me in peace.

I also know that it's all in me, and I have to give the first step but that's the part of the equation that I still haven't figured out yet.

Everyone's sick of this situation, and believe I'm the person who's the most sick of it. Just try to swallow it down and kill it inside you.

In this moment I have no clue how to let go, I'm still finding that part, but believe me, when I figure it out, my life will be so much better. At least I hope so.

Life doesn't give us anything for free, we just have to fight, and even if that is not enough, we still have to learn more in order to earn what we think we deserve.