My song

When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

I want to wait for the unwaited.

I want to have what I never imagined I would ask for.

I want to sing a truly happy love song.

I want to have one thought all the time.

I want to have the guts to decide over my life.

I want the courage to remain still.

I want the perfect things.

I want to deserve everything that I'm waiting for.

I want to let go easily.

I want to forget faster than easily.

I want to think less and get more.

I want to want and get it immediately.

I want to grow up lower.

I want to be the world to somebody someday.

I want to believe that people can change.

I want to have the skill to lay down and forget for a moment.

I want to be heroic.

I want to have the best out of everything.

I want to be optimistic all the time.

I want to change a lot of things but it's going to be a hard fight.

I want to live a dream.

I want to give excellent results.

I want to make an impact.

I want a need.

I need a want.

I want a lot of stuff.

I want to stop now.

I want to let go. I want to learn to let go.

I want to reach the point when everything is just not important anymore.

I know that I have to let go in order to move on, but how can you make a need out of moving on ?

I think it's just like a desease, the most contagious desease ever. It just jumps person by person but never leaves me in peace.

I also know that it's all in me, and I have to give the first step but that's the part of the equation that I still haven't figured out yet.

Everyone's sick of this situation, and believe I'm the person who's the most sick of it. Just try to swallow it down and kill it inside you.

In this moment I have no clue how to let go, I'm still finding that part, but believe me, when I figure it out, my life will be so much better. At least I hope so.

Life doesn't give us anything for free, we just have to fight, and even if that is not enough, we still have to learn more in order to earn what we think we deserve.

Right now I realized that "hard" is not enough.

Right now I realized that "tired" is not an option, at least if you don't want to be a falier.

Right now I realized that the right thing to do is not always the easy one.

Right now I realized that you can't get what you want all the time.

Right now I realized that a friendship should overcome anything.

Right now I realized that life is about desicions.

Right now I realized that YOU ARE WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY.

Right now I realized that you have to fight harder than hard if you want it successful.

Right now I realized that three effective is better than one. Three uneffective is worst than one, even than zero.

Right now I realized that you shouldn't talk too loud.

Right now I realized that time is money.

Right now I realized that the only thing we can do with mistakes is to learn from them.

Right now I realized that accepting the truth is not easy.

Right now I realized that words have power.

Right now I realized that what you want is not always what you need.

Right now I realized that what you need is what you may want, but in the deep inside it's all a lie, you don't want it.

Right now I realized that lonelyness can do more damage than love.

Right now I realized that love can do a lot of damage.

Right now I realized that no matter what, I have to turn my head off to the war.

Right now I realized that I'm not a quitter and I'm prepared to fail.

Right now I realized that a good intention is not enough.

Right now I realized that life is not complex, we are the complex ones.

Right now I realized that complex troubles make us grow.

Right now I realized that I've never understood anything that better.

Right now I realized that I'm writing too much.

Right now I realized that it's time to stop writing.

Oftenly we get what we need and not what we want, and most of the time (in order to be modest) we feel that what we want is just what we need, is just what will make us feel better all the time.

Getting everything that is wished is just a feeling that no one knows yet.

Sometimes I try to see it in the logical way, and say that what we want brings bad results instead of doing good to us, but, who the hell is going to guarantee that.
It seems like we have a supernatural being that predicts what is going to happen with us, but I think different, I think we deserve to choose, and to get a chance, just to try it, accepting the concequences that this may bring.

But, in the other hand, we're so complicated! We're never satisfied, we are always asking and begging for anything, and as the wise people use to say, we can't have it all, we need to have a motivation to play this life game.

For the moment, I know what's the lesson that life wants to teach me, but I'm such a bad learner when it comes down to things like these, let's hope that someday life can give what I want and what I need, because everytime it's becoming one.

Just wait, hold on and wait...