A trouble ship
Author: Juan David /Right now I realized that "tired" is not an option, at least if you don't want to be a falier.
Right now I realized that the right thing to do is not always the easy one.
Right now I realized that you can't get what you want all the time.
Right now I realized that a friendship should overcome anything.
Right now I realized that life is about desicions.
Right now I realized that YOU ARE WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY.
Right now I realized that you have to fight harder than hard if you want it successful.
Right now I realized that three effective is better than one. Three uneffective is worst than one, even than zero.
Right now I realized that you shouldn't talk too loud.
Right now I realized that time is money.
Right now I realized that the only thing we can do with mistakes is to learn from them.
Right now I realized that accepting the truth is not easy.
Right now I realized that words have power.
Right now I realized that what you want is not always what you need.
Right now I realized that what you need is what you may want, but in the deep inside it's all a lie, you don't want it.
Right now I realized that lonelyness can do more damage than love.
Right now I realized that love can do a lot of damage.
Right now I realized that no matter what, I have to turn my head off to the war.
Right now I realized that I'm not a quitter and I'm prepared to fail.
Right now I realized that a good intention is not enough.
Right now I realized that life is not complex, we are the complex ones.
Right now I realized that complex troubles make us grow.
Right now I realized that I've never understood anything that better.
Right now I realized that I'm writing too much.
Right now I realized that it's time to stop writing.
Need a want
Author: Juan David /Oftenly we get what we need and not what we want, and most of the time (in order to be modest) we feel that what we want is just what we need, is just what will make us feel better all the time.
Getting everything that is wished is just a feeling that no one knows yet.
Sometimes I try to see it in the logical way, and say that what we want brings bad results instead of doing good to us, but, who the hell is going to guarantee that.
It seems like we have a supernatural being that predicts what is going to happen with us, but I think different, I think we deserve to choose, and to get a chance, just to try it, accepting the concequences that this may bring.
But, in the other hand, we're so complicated! We're never satisfied, we are always asking and begging for anything, and as the wise people use to say, we can't have it all, we need to have a motivation to play this life game.
For the moment, I know what's the lesson that life wants to teach me, but I'm such a bad learner when it comes down to things like these, let's hope that someday life can give what I want and what I need, because everytime it's becoming one.
Just wait, hold on and wait...
One of a hell experience ???
Author: Juan David /
This experience is crazy, I can't find another word to describe it. This thing really has the power to move passions, to grow them and to finish them as well.
Days of stress, nights without a good sleeping but with a long thinking, it seems that being immersed in this whole environment sucks!
What's the point of being working, thinking about AIESEC all day, breathing AIESEC and not being payed for doing it. The first thing that your friends ask you when you tell them that you're a vicepresident of an area is: How much do they pay ? And the disappointment faces when you tell them "nothing" have no price.
So, I keep wondering, why am I doing this? What's the point ? Spending that much effort doing things that are going to cause you tension, worries, bad mood, overthinking, sadness, nos such a great friends, sometimes losing your old ones, and a bunch of stuff that I could spend a little more time describing them.
So, I ask again: What's the point ?
As you can see, a lot of "not so nice things" surround this whole experience, and I ask again: What's the point ? In the last months, my experience in AIESEC has been getting more intense day by day, and also these "not so nice things" I'm mention right now.
To belong to this organization has brought me a lot of problems that none would ever wanted them, but, you know ? I don't regret a minute of this whole experience I have had. These "not so nice things" have turn me into something better, I think. They have tought me that good things in life are not being there waiting for you to come and use them, have given me maturity, have given me happiness, good people, good and memorable moments, a lot of stuff, but above all these things (and I'm sure I can keep mention good ones for a while longer than the bad ones) this whole experience has thought me that THE ROAD TOWARDS SUCCESS IS HARD, and more important, has thought me as well that I HAVE TO WEAR COMFORTABLE SHOES, THEN.