My song

When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At the end of a storm is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never, ever walk alone.

I want to wait for the unwaited.

I want to have what I never imagined I would ask for.

I want to sing a truly happy love song.

I want to have one thought all the time.

I want to have the guts to decide over my life.

I want the courage to remain still.

I want the perfect things.

I want to deserve everything that I'm waiting for.

I want to let go easily.

I want to forget faster than easily.

I want to think less and get more.

I want to want and get it immediately.

I want to grow up lower.

I want to be the world to somebody someday.

I want to believe that people can change.

I want to have the skill to lay down and forget for a moment.

I want to be heroic.

I want to have the best out of everything.

I want to be optimistic all the time.

I want to change a lot of things but it's going to be a hard fight.

I want to live a dream.

I want to give excellent results.

I want to make an impact.

I want a need.

I need a want.

I want a lot of stuff.

I want to stop now.

I want to let go. I want to learn to let go.

I want to reach the point when everything is just not important anymore.

I know that I have to let go in order to move on, but how can you make a need out of moving on ?

I think it's just like a desease, the most contagious desease ever. It just jumps person by person but never leaves me in peace.

I also know that it's all in me, and I have to give the first step but that's the part of the equation that I still haven't figured out yet.

Everyone's sick of this situation, and believe I'm the person who's the most sick of it. Just try to swallow it down and kill it inside you.

In this moment I have no clue how to let go, I'm still finding that part, but believe me, when I figure it out, my life will be so much better. At least I hope so.

Life doesn't give us anything for free, we just have to fight, and even if that is not enough, we still have to learn more in order to earn what we think we deserve.